Post details: Blog #8: Peter's prayer for his friends
Blog #8: Peter's prayer for his friends
Dear Jesus, I love you so
I finally understand, I am who I am
yet you call, you provide, you sustain
my life is bliss, though troubles persist
I feel your pain, as mine disappears
I can almost see you, today's problems fade
Your cross is mine
But it's my friends, those I love
those who have not known you as I
they love you from afar
Identification brings the sword, must it always?
you have called, you have promised
it's living in between that hurts, but you have provided
All they have from you, from me
are mere words--are they enough?
your requirements demand--all or nothing
your love provides--more than needed
If they only can realize, what they were
compared to what they have
tangible? if abuse is a
benefit, they are blessed
Jesus, return soon, deliver them
I have, I am, I will
O God, the father of my Jesus
is that enough for them?
to these commands:
good for evil; love your neighbor;
submit; be humble, they aspire
but they are just now understanding
the cost
who I was, cannot be
who you are, must be me
Is their pride so deeply entrenched
as mine was? If so, let me suffer
for their failures. What draws me closer, I'm afraid
may drive them away
Jesus, I pray for them, that they may be as we are
until then, forgive them, as you have me
Comments:
In His Holy Name,
Jessie Rose
Peter, I wonder with this hurt, is it harder for you who have seen or we who believe? I don’t have to wrestle with that same sort of missing… I miss one whom I’ve never seen. So here between the call and the promise… you heard Him call you with His voice, we only listen to Him by faith. How do you tell us so that we know you speak for Him? You are our teacher, and we have to perfect our discerning as students to separate man from God. Yet we cannot always, and so in throwing our hearts into belief, we must trust His love is enough to buffer the truth. And I am to measure my amount of blessing by the amount of abuse I receive for His sake? Wow, what an oxymoron. The tangible evidence of my faith is pain.
Makes sense if you follow in this line of reasoning: Greater revelation – greater responsibility – greater requirements – greater reward, but before the reward comes a greater pain. Do we have a more offensive message? I wish I could ask Him about His use of “soon”… I am impatient and would rather have Him say: LATER than have me hanging in the suspense of “soon.” If I don’t know when He’s coming, I have to always be ready or else I could miss Him… He wants that perpetual state of holiness, not something prepared and delivered one day a week as my “worship.”
It should be enough to simply love and obey, but do I treat it as such? Simply… what a loaded word. I am giving up all the world thinks is good… I am choosing to despise its wealth, divorce myself from its recreations, and be utterly foolish to it by my faith. This is the cost, and I cannot really love like my Jesus without being foolish and hurting just like Him. You would pay the cost for my pride, because you think the pain will drive me away? Peter, you’re not Jesus, and I think He needs me to suffer for my own pride so that I may come to be drawn to Him as you are. God’s way up is down, right? I’m game for that more than I was a year ago. Prayers for God’s patience are always welcome, because I am sure I try His soul. God bless you and increase the way you look like Jesus.
What it must have been like to see God, to touch his face. To hug him. To see his example in person, like Peter did.
To disappoint him in person...
Peter may be the prime example of a proud man turned humble. So lets just... pray that it doesn't take what it took to turn Peter to turn us.
Very nicely done.
I wish I could be as transparent as Peter, but I can't, at least not yet. But I don't have to be, God knows my heart, God created me. He knows what makes me tick and my personality. I think that I need to lean more on God and less on myself.
So what about now? How do I pray for those that seem solid, and are going through pain and suffering? What can you say to encourage them? What could I have said to the woman dying of cancer who is leaving behind three young children, and a husband who is not a believer? What could I have prayed for the struggling christian girl whose unbelieving (as far as we know) brother just committed suicide? How about the mother of the 6 yr. old girl who was sexually abused, or the teenage christian girl who was raped while going for a walk in a normally safe area, to spend time talking to God? I can see the struggle here in Peter's prayer..."All they have from you, from me, are mere words--are they enough?"
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